a new change in me

now this why they call it BIG STUFF 

 so i just got back from Big Stuff in Panama city beach and yes this was a church camp and thank God that i went. This camp told us basically not to live on the edge and if you know who i am thats all i do 24/7 and this camp also told me i should stop smoking bc that was the only thing in my life that keep me going and God sent me a message at camp that he was going to lead me and that the smokes needed to go away. Thanks to Ashley the one who always tried to get me to stop my nonsense and yet i pushed her away but now im thankful for everything she did.  hahaha but besides that we did meet some really hott guys and all my friends hopefully will change their ways like i have bc one day they will get the message just like i did...and who can forget ellie being the stupid person that she is and jenn asking stupid questions and jordan worring us bc she never ate plus rolling peoples rooms  and puttin signs on doors plus makin fun of cheryl and keepin her up late at night and "quiet time" was the excuse to go out and meet guys and all the long worship with everyone drawing crap on me and having to wake my friends up bc we never got any sleep and the crockroaches in the hotel room and gettin stung in the ocean and scary ellie about sharks and stingrays in the water and the joy of meeting new people from my church and getting to know them so much better